The 100th post.

Happy 100th post!

Bloody superficial. The 100th post sounds so memorable but I'm quite geram at the moment when I am typing this bloody piece of shit.

Reason #1.
My foot is so itchy and I had a hard time scratching it. The scratching doesn't help in reducing the itch because it is just like scratching your palm,where your itch is like very deep inside? Grrr.

Reason #2.
I am so lazy to move my butt to go bathe my dog and she stinks like your socks.

Reason #3.
Last night at Cheng's birthday bash there was this guy friend whom I am not so close to asking me,"swee wen you drink beer everyday ah?why so fat already?" complete with the hand gesture.

Reason #4.
My craving for food is beyond my control and the only way to handle it is to take reductil or duramine to control the appetite. I hope it works for me now. Or else I will kill myself by swallowing all the pills.

Reason #5.
I hate taking pictures nowadays. I look so awful in every one of them just because I am fat. Ccb.

Reason #6.
I am so lonely.

Reason #7.
College started last week and I feel so lazy to go for classes. Zzzz.

Reason #8.
I think I am depressed and paranoid recently. Are they the effects of the pills? Or I'm slowly being unable to control my emotion?

Reason #9.
I hate the insects in my KL room.

Reason #10.
I loathe the fact that the older I grow,the more coward I am. Malou.


And hey,that's all. There goes the "happy 100th post".


p/s : God if you hear/read me,please let me lose weight in the shortest time. <3.